Black Roses [Tetsuya] (18+ if not don't read kthx<3)

Tetsu smiled, quickly reconnecting their lips as he slid his tongue into his mouth, wrapping his arm around his neck and pulling him close. His heart was pounding quicker as he pulled him tightly against his body, lifting up Ryuu's leg and hitching it around his waist. He kissed him like that for a moment, their tongues twirling together before he pushed him down. He quickly climbed back on top of him, pulling him close, their lips never parting.

Ryuu kissed back, using his tongue as well, blushing harshly. When Kyou kissed him, using his tongue, he felt extremely uncomfortable, but when Tetsu kissed him, he enjoyed every minute of it. He felt himself being pushed onto the bed, and kept kissing Tetsu. He didn't know how far Tetsu wanted to go, but he kept kissing him, as he began to peel off his own shirt.

Tetsu pulled away with a gasp as he noticed Ryuu begin to take off his shirt. He stared at him with wide, golden eyes. He studied his expression carefully before he smiled down at him, kissing his nose as he helped Ryuu take off his shirt. He quickly threw it aside to the floor, quickly forgotten as he buried his face into his neck, nipping and kissing at his pale skin as he wrapped his arms back around his torso. His breathing was hot as his lips hovered above his collarbone before he kissed his soft skin. He looked up at Ryuu for a moment, kissing his jaw sadly. It pained him to know he was doing this with his own brother not that long ago.

"Tetsu.." Ryuu said softly as he held Tetsu's head against his chest. He kissed Tetsu again, but quickly moved his face away after. He felt like he had to say something, but was too embarrassed to say it. He finally quickly gave up trying to hold it in. "Please, be gentle.." he said as he hid his face in Tetsu's neck. He gave a quick lick to Tetsu's neck, gripping Tetsu's back a bit more tightly.

Tetsu nodded, burying his face into his neck. "Of course," He whispered, holding him tightly, but not to tight. It seemed as if Ryuu was fragile and could break easily, he would do whatever he could to prevent that. To make him happy. He pressed his lips against Ryuu's neck, sucking softly on the skin before kissing a trail up his neck and towards his lips. He kissed him passionately as he slid his hands down to Ryuu's pants, starting to pull them down over his feet and to the floor with his shirt. He felt blood pump to his face as he looked down at the beautiful boy, cupping his cheek with his hand as he smiled down at him.

Ryuu felt a bit of relief as he managed to tell Tetsu that and he smiled softly. Being very ticklish, Ryuu naturally flinched a bit as his body was being kissed by Tetsu. Ryuu began to blush uncontrollably as his pajama pants were taken off. He was laying completely naked in front of Tetsu. Not like Tetsu hadn't seen him before, especially since that incident that he found Kyou raping him.. Ryuu blushed deeply and didn't know what to do, so he slid Tetsu's pajama pants down as well; his face scarlet red.

Tetsu shivered as Ryuu slid his pants down. He smiled at him, helping him along with the process. He quickly threw them away and wrapped his arms back around him. He pulled Ryuu on top of him before rolling him back underneath. Tetsu showered his face, neck and shoulder in kisses as he slid his hands down his front, caressing his pale skin with his hands. He couldn't believe he was in a situation like this, but it pained him to know that Ryuu wasn't a virgin, but he was. He cringed up at the thought, but quickly dismissed it, kissing all over his body.

"Tetsu.." Ryuu said blushing, as he was kissed all over. Ryuu was hesitant at first, thinking it would be like how it happened between him and Kyou, but it was different. He wanted all of Tetsu, and he wanted nothing more than this moment. Suddenly he began to giggle a bit. "T-Tetsu, y-your hair.." he laughed, pointing at Tetsu's pigtails. Tetsu had not taken off his pigtails out of his hair yet.

Tetsu froze, then began to chuckle. He had completely forgotten about the fact that Ryuu had tied his hair up earlier. He wasn't embarrassed, but found Ryuu's giggles to be cute. He looked down at him with a smile, "Do I look sexy like this?" He asked, batting his lashes cutely before he began to laugh as well. He pulled the elastics from his hair and chucked them aside, honestly not really caring where they went. His lips automatically reconnected with Ryuu's, his hands tracing down his front. He stopped at his hip bones, however, then pulled away to look at him with curious golden eyes, wondering how far Ryuu wanted to go.

Ryuu began to laugh as Tetsu batted his eyelashes. "I-I love you Tetsu," he said quickly, partially still laughing, not sure whether or not Tetsu heard him. He wrapped his arms around Tetsu's neck as they began to kiss again. As he felt Tetsu's hands run down his body, he felt a tingling sensation, and jolted quickly a bit in reaction. As Tetsu looked at Ryuu, Ryuu was about to nod, until he paused, not knowing whether he should for him to continue, or whether he shouldn't. Images of Kyou raping him kept reoccurring in his mind, and he realized Tetsu was about to have sex with him on the same day that Kyou had raped him. "I..I.." he said confused.

"R-Ryuu?" Tetsu whispered, meeting Ryuu's worried green eyes with his own golden gaze. He lifted his hand up and placed his palm on his cheek, pressing his lips gently to Ryuu's soft ones. "We can stop here," He murmured, rolling off him. He stared up at the ceiling for a moment. He understood why Ryuu wouldn't want to do this today, Kyou had just raped him for heavens sake. He felt somewhat guilty for taking advantage of him. He sighed, then rolled to his side. He pulled Ryuu into his arms. "I understand," He replied gently.

Ryuu frowned and said softly, "I'm sorry, Tetsu." He felt guilty, for doing this. He wondered what Tetsu was thinking inside. "I love you," he muttered, burrowing his head into Tetsu's chest. Tetsu's body was warm against his, and no matter how much he wanted to continue, he knew it was too late.

Tetsu smiled, holding him close. He rested his face in his partners hair, inhaling his sweet scent. "Hey, don't worry about it," He whispered softly against his forehead. They laid there in silence for a while before Tetsu pulled his head back to look down at him with a gentle smile. "I love you too," He whispered. Tetsu was more disappointed then he was mad, but he figured they'd probably go further another time. They had only known each other for a week or so, things were going by so quickly.

Three weeks have passed, and during those three weeks there has been conflict. Tetsu and Ryuu have gone around to just about doing it, but at the last minute before they actually did, images of Kyou on top of him instead of Tetsu would appear in his mind. "NOOO!" Ryuu would yell, startling Tetsu. Therefore, making Tetsu impatient during those three weeks...

It was around five in the afternoon, and Ryuu was sitting on the couch, watching TV. He was flipping channels on the TV remote, while nibbling on a strawberry piece from his bowl of strawberry ice cream. He was only in his boxers, and a thin white shirt. He didn't need to wear more for going to sleep since Tetsu was warm enough to keep him cozy through the night. As he was flipping channels, he tipped over his bowl of ice cream, which landed on his lap, which dripped in ice cream. "Aah!" Ryuu said flinching from the cold ice cream. "Tetsu!" he called. "Could you get me some paper towels? I spilled ice cream on myself."

Almost every single night since the incident with his brother they had tried to go 'further' with their relationship, but Ryuu always backed out at the very last second. Tetsu was grumbling to himself as he folded up some clothes he had hung up to dry. He didn't know how much longer Tetsu could stand this. Ryuu didn't really wear much for clothing, he just ran around in his underwear and t-shirts all day. That alone almost drove Tetsu off the edge. His body was being ridiculous. He often woke up in the morning with sticky thighs and a sweaty forehead, making him run to the bathroom to fix his problem and clean up. He knew he was going to crack soon. He hoped Ryuu would find it in him to rid the images of Kyou and allow Tetsu to love him.
He was hanging up clothes in the closet when he heard Ryuu calling to him from the living room. He sighed then finished folding a pair of jeans before he walked to the kitchen, grabbing paper towel then walking over to Ryuu who was seated in the living room. He was about to pass him the roll before he turned his gaze down to the mess. His lap and inner thighs were dripping with the sweet substance. Tetsu fought back the blood rushing to his face as he knelt down in front of him.
"Clumsy," He whispered, ripping a piece of paper towel from the roll and dabbing it against his thigh, cleaning it up. He let his dark hair fall in his face, hiding his red face. This was just ridiculous.

"Thank you," Ryuu said smiling sweetly. "Oops, I got a bit on youu.." he said as he took a sheet of paper towel from the roll and started dabbing Tetsu's pajama pants, near Tetsu's pelvic area. Ryuu started blushing as he quickly pulled his hand away. Ryuu noticed his thighs were still sticky. He got up to go dampen the paper towel with water. "Excuse me," he said softly as he got up. When he moved to walk, he accidentally tripped on Tetsu's foot. He fell on top of Tetsu, and stared at Tetsu for a while. He had an urge to kiss him for some reason but quickly got up blushing. He looked away and muttered, "I'm sorry.." about to help Tetsu up.

Tetsu gasped, quickly covering his mouth with his Ryuu dabbed his thighs with the paper towel. He then had a simular reaction as Ryuu fell on him. He stared up at him with golden eyes, his cheeks beet red. He could see that Ryuu was blushing. I wonder if he's having the same problems as me... there's no way someone is this clumsy on purpose! He thought to himself. He watched Ryuu get off him, then offer his hand to Tetsu. He stared at him stupidly, feeling his own thighs growing hot. His cheeks turned a darker shade of red as he grabbed his hand then pushed Ryuu back onto the couch, so he was sitting in front of him. Tetsu knelt in front of him, placing either of his hands on Ryuu's knees and pulling them apart, revealing the sticky substance dripping down his thighs. "No need to leave," He whispered, his lips quivering as he stared up at him, then looked down to Ryuu's situation. He leaned in, and ran his tongue along his thigh in long, needy strokes. He could taste the ice cream, but he couldn't care less about it. Ryuu wanted Tetsu to clean him, that's what he was doing. Tetsu's hands were trembling as he felt his entire body start to grow hot.

"W-what are you doing.." Ryuu said shocked as Tetsu was pulling apart his knees. Once he felt Tetsu's hot tongue run against his thighs, he jumped in reaction. "T-Tetsu!" he said, as goosebumps appeared on his arms. "N-No! Tetsu..!" he moaned as he felt Tetsu's tongue slide closer to his pelvic area. He quickly pushed his hands on Tetsu's chest, trying to push him away. He kept on trying, but he kept on moaning, and his body started feeling hot.

Tetsu's movements were quick, and almost desperate. He slid his tongue up further, his lips almost reaching his private area. He knew Ryuu didn't want this, but he could hardly contain himself, after three weeks of pleasuring himself in secret and holding back his need for the male. He couldn't take this. He kept licking at his thigh, the sweet taste of ice cream was long gone now, and replaced by the salty taste of Ryuu's flesh. His body shuddering. He wanted to taste more of him, he wanted to pleasure him, to love him.
Tetsu pulled away, finally breaking the connection. He looked up at him with a worried gaze. Ryuu was breathing quick and trembling. "Please..." Tetsu begged, kissing his thigh, "pl-please... I...... l-let me love you, Ryuu," His voice was pleading, nearly sounding like he was willing to kiss his feet and lick the floor he walked on for the simple feeling of the other male tight against him.

Ryuu tried to hold in his moans, as Tetsu continued. Once Tetsu stopped and looked up at him, Ryuu froze for a moment. 'Let me love you, Ryuu.' he had said. Those words kept reappearing in Ryuu's mind. His heart thumped wildly. "Tetsu..." Ryuu said shaking. He wondered how much pain Tetsu had been going through those three weeks that he had to stop him. He craved Tetsu's body against him, he wanted nothing more. He still was hesitant, wondering if this was the best thing to do. Would images of Kyou raping him just reappear in his mind again? He sighed, knowing he had to grow out of his fear. The thought of Tetsu's body connected with his drew pleasure to Ryuu's mind. "Alright.." he spoke softly as he held Tetsu's face in his dainty hands. "I'm yours."

Tetsu was almost surprised when Ryuu agreed, he smiled up at him. He stood up lightly, kissing Ryuu's lips for a long moment before he got back on his knees. He frowned, Ryuu's boxers were now the only object in his way from loving him. He tugged at the waistband before he slid them down up and over Ryuu's legs. He placed them on the floor, then turned his attention to Ryuu's quivering body. He smiled lightly, then leaned back in. He licked the tender skin around his private area, almost teasingly, nipping at his foreskin with his lips. He lifted his head up, taking Ryuu in his hand and rolling his thumb over the liquids dripping from him. He stroked him lightly, then held his hand firm as he took in a deep breath, licking his lips. He leaned in, opening his mouth. Just as he was about to take him in his mouth, he heard a knock on the door. He froze, his jaw still hanging open. He cursed, then slammed it shut. He grabbed Ryuu's boxers from the floor and tossed them at him. He then quickly got up and ran over to the door, grumbling to himself.

Every move Tetsu made, left Ryuu's body tingling. Tetsu's hands worked like magic on his body. He noticed that Tetsu had paused for a moment. He suddenly realized what Tetsu was about to do. He breathed, and closed his eyes, waiting for Tetsu to continue. He felt Tetsu's hot breath against him, and his body tingled even more. Suddenly, he heard knocking on door. He saw Tetsu get up, and walk away grumbling. He caught his boxers that were tossed to him. He quickly fumbled with them and slipped them on. He sighed, they never were going to get that far, were they? He sat on the couch, his face resting on his left hand, as he sat there disappointed.

Tetsu walked over to the door, hearing the person knock again. "I'm coming!" Tetsu grumbled. He opened the door, seeing one of his friends standing at the door. She was dressed up nicely, well...
Oh, god. Not now. Please, not now! Go away!
"Hey, Tetsuya! I hadn't heard from you for a while so I decided to stop by," She said with a smile, then looked passed him to Ryuu, who was laying on the couch. "Oh, are you busy?" She asked.
"Yeah, kinda." Tetsu muttered, wanting her to leave.
"Oh. Well that's to bad, cause we drove all the way over here to go out. So you're coming. I'll give you ten minutes to get dressed, see you then," She chimed, then ran back out to the car parked in the driveway. Tetsu was about to yell after her, but she was already in the car. There was four other people inside, waving at him. Tetsu sighed deeply, slamming the door shut before he dragged his feet into the bedroom, grabbing his clothes. He was JUST about to FINALLY taste Ryuu, until those douche bags came along and ruined it. He threw his clothes on angrily, grumbling inaudible words to himself.

Ryuu heard Tetsu slam the door, and spun around as he saw Tetsu stomping to his room. "Tetsu?" Ryuu said hopping off the couch. He started walking after Tetsu quickly. "Tetsu, what happened? What's wrong? Where are you going?" He said worried.

"I'm going out," Tetsu stated calmly, grabbing his coat from the coat rack and sliding it over his shoulders. He began to button it up as he rushed around the house, grabbing his car keys and sliding them into his pocket. "You can make yourself supper, there's microwaveable stuff in the pantry. I don't want you cooking anything, alright? Just take it easy, I'll be back soon enough." He clasped his hand on his cheek, bending down to kiss his lips softly. "I'll see you later," He murmured, then started off to the door.